taken from azizulaszemi.blogspot.com
"In order to be though by someone,first we must always though and at by his side in whatever we do..."
....my roommate mentioned: kadang2 kawan kita kena cari dalam hidup ni..in order to let someone always thought about you,you must first though about him always.
tapi hidup aku bukan macam orang lain.it's must be feel very good if we met someone and he can quickly receive us as his friend.but there's many people out there afraid of me,then tell me, camne aku nak cari kawan dalam situasi macam ni...?
sebenarnya aku dah lama hilang makna seorang kawan dalam hidup aku.aku pun sebenarnya tak tahu sape yg sepatutnya aku gelar kawan dalam hidup aku.
sebab tu,it's always better for someone to come to my life and accept me as i am if he truly wants to be my friend.mungkin bunyinya macam aku ni angkuh tapi that's the reality.my fate in friend is not good as any one.so, if there person want to be my friend,try to prove it by your action and not your word..
...tgk macam keadaan sekarang, mamat tu keluar lagi dengan geng2 dia tanpa bagitau aku pun.memang takde beza kalau aku dengan dia saling bermusuh atau tak sebab at last,aku yg akan makan hati dengan setiap tindakan dia.kenapa dia tak pernah fikir kenapa sebab aku tak nak tolong dia..kenapa dia asyik nak fikir pasal apa yg penting tentang diri dia sahaja dan bukan orang yg dia nak mintak tolong..kenapa dia selalu fikir apa yg dia buat setakat ni cukup setakat tu sahaja...
dan aku memang bodoh sebab terfikir untuk berbaik dengan dia sebelum ni..aku terlupa keadaan takkan berubah kalau aku merayu kat dia
